My name is Christina, I am a mom of 3 and yes...they are all BOYS. I have a 9 year old, a 4 year old, and a 9 month old. I am a business student at UTA hoping to graduate in December of 2010. I have a part time job as well that is only a few hours a week but it gives us a little extra cash. My husband just took an out of town job at Fort Hood so he is gone Monday-Friday and home on the weekends.
I think this is why I decided to start a blog. I have myspace and facebook and all that but I wanted somewhere I could tell the world exactly how I feel and not feel like I need to hold anything back for fear of who would read it.
You see, as much as I like to say that I don't care what people think, the truth is I really do. I am a very self-consious person and I tend to hold my emotions inside. The problem with doing this is that eventually you get to the point where you can no longer contain the feelings and they come out at some random time and are usually aimed at someone random person who has nothing to do with the situation.
Before I begin telling you about my current crisis let me first tell you that I do not handle lonely very well.
Thursday of last week my husband was fired from his job. Monday of this week he was offered his current job in Fort Hood and told that he needed to be down there first thing Tuesday morning. So there was no time to plan out how all this was going to work...it was basically, "please wash my jeans and white t shirts so I can pack and leave. i love you. bye."
I have had to re-vamp my entire week now because he is no longer here until weekends. And yes, it has only been 2 days thus far but I have not heard from him since he got there on tuesday. This concerns me. I am very stressed out and not to mention exhausted. But emotionally, I am a complete wreck.
